3.05.2010

"it's not always about you..."

recurrently, another sleepless night with my gargoyle dubbed "insomnia" sitting on one shoulder.

comprehension of this relatively new phase in my life is becoming a failure. lack of sleep never has been an issue, but within the last year it has been lurking. stymied by not being able to power down my mind.

vacation in seattle whilst everything is falling into place with my life, and then the stress slices through the sound. absolutely no reason for this stress. call it "self-induced." or even paranoia. pause, "self-induced paranoia" would be more apropos.

how?

how are some people capable of turning it off...pushing it out of their mind's eye?

why?

why am i incapable of this?

wiring i presume?

"how much will i be charged for the rewiring?"

...and no, it wasn't about me...

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